December 2011
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*Opens multiple tumblrs*
*admires pictures*
*music starts playing*
*panic stricks*
*CLOSE ALL THE TABS*
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I’m always intensely attracted to people that I can’t have, either that, or I keep them at a distance to not destroy the image of them that I have in my mind. I enjoy the game with those who play it. Of course I wouldn’t play someone who had actual feelings, I’m not heartless… I just find this so destructive, but attractive at the same time.
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For the person who asked this is Harry’s tumblr
http://harrygasm.tumblr.com/
:) follow him, he’s one amazing guy, and a really great friend.
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When my ghetto songs come on.
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Oh.. And yes I’m wearing cat pajamas and I look like haven’t slept in a million years in my last photo… The lighting bleaching my skin out… Making it look like I have make up on when in fact, I’m only wearing lip gloss and mascara that bled under my eyes due to me coughing and watery eyes. I have lots of freckles and I’m sad you can’t see them. Oh and my...
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katiebeerawr asked: Okay :D Then can you draw me a fox? One, lying down with it's tail coming across it's body and over it's face but you can see it's face from the eyes, and maybe part of the nose, up. Black with blue eyes, preferably. Unless you're not doing color, in which case I don't care. Haha. I plan to get this as a tattoo on my left shoulder, but I can't draw nor find a...
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Everyone please follow this girl
She is one of the only people who follow me who really interacts and care! I mean COME ON, my blogs are HUGE WALLS OF TEXT but she reads them and replies! It means the world to me honestly, to have someone listen. I haven’t known of her blog long, but she is a great person, not to mention her blog is amazing,full of pretty pictures and lots of funny stuff!...
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two people are getting drawings I’ve done tattooed on them!! LOLWUT - That’s so cool! I’m really flattered honestly. I never even thought about people wanting my work tattooed xD I feel special. A girl requested I design her one, so I said sure.
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some good news perhaps?? I don’t know. HOPEFULLY good news.
So, I get a message as soon as I get home asking where I’m going to be when I go out of town and maybe he could meet me on the road… well, I’m pretty sure he knew that wouldn’t happen, but I’ll put down my trust issues for a while, give him the benefit of the doubt… he’s showing some...
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>.> okay. I told HIM that I’d be GONE OUT OF TOWN after Wednesday which is the 21st about 10 times already. In emails with his wife, in text with him MULTIPLE times, right? He quickly threw plans together last night for me to have dinner with him and his family tonight…. I asked him if he could pick me up and to let me know what time… he replies “I’ll let you...
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allular replied to your post: … So… plans to meet him are officially canceled….
chelsea you are strong with or without him. Don’t let him, or anyone for that matter, get in the way of the life you want to live.
@Allular Thank you so much. I really appreciate that. I guess I just really want closure, but sometimes people never get that… I know I can make it without him, i have all...
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… So… plans to meet him are officially canceled. He texted me telling me he got called into work, that he’ll be in Texas and that he really wants me to spend Christmas with him and he’ll do whatever it takes…. That all sounds great and all… but I told him repeatedly that I’d be out of town after Wednesday. Seems awfully convenient to me that he reschedules...
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So… today is supposed to be the day I meet my biological dad for the first time… He told me yesterday he would let me know whether or not he could give me a ride and what time. I asked him if he could please let me know last night or early in the morning because I need wifi in order to talk with him and I’ll most likely be gone parts of the day. I don’t have a cellphone, I...
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Ever felt used? Ever felt cheated? Blinded by the fact that you love someone so much that you’re willing to stand up for them to no end? I feel heartbroken. Utterly heartbroken my friend.
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update
so, upon absolutely no response from my biological fathers wife, I went through all our messages and found an email in which she provided me with his cellphone number… knowing that there is only two weeks left in the deadline I set for myself, I decided to download a texting app so I could text him. I do not have a cellphone, haven’t had one for years so if you’re wondering why I...
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You don’t have a biological brain. - can you not think for yourself?
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